Everyone is so happy =]
I’m sick of the the skinny ppl club at my house. Fuxkin ass holes. Both of them. Looking down on me and my dad. Making fun of us. Thts all today has been. Sick of dead beat moocher mon gettin everyone down. Sick of her perfect son just being a fucking bully. Sick of both of them having there little jokes. Sick of dad being depressed and run down. Sick of feeling like a joke myself. Today is
Just one of those bad days. And tomorrow will be better. But today still sucks
I’m so afraid to go back to school.
Afraid. I keep getting up and pasing.
So afraid of fuckig up.
Which in fairly certain will happen.
Need to just pass out or run or smoke or something.
But I can’t smoke, boyfriend will be mad.
I can’t run, it’s dark out
So I get to lay here and wallow
With a headache.
I feel desperate and useless and hopeless.
Must go to sleep.